Three more sunrise

 

Three more sunrise before I have to let you go

You held my hand when I learned to walk

You lifted me up when I could not stand

You were on my side when I could not fight

Your love filled this world with a blinding light

You are not gone they all will say

There in my heart you will always stay

I will miss you like the flower misses the sun

I love you mom

To the moon and back

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